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Tags: The Vintage Vanity
Cheap Vintage
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Everything less than RM60.
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This is what I need for Christmas!
Friday, December 11, 2009
I have a picture in my head.
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2 down, 2 more to go.
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I'm now choosing my dress very very wisely.
Why am I in a panic.
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WELL because if I do not find a dress, I'm gonna look like a total freak for christmas which is so gay because Christmas is even more important than my birthday.
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I'M.GONNA.LOOK.FOR.IT.
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2 down, 2 more to go.
- Leather leggings, check!
- Velvet boots, check!
- Studded belt
- Dress
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I'm now choosing my dress very very wisely.
Why am I in a panic.
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WELL because if I do not find a dress, I'm gonna look like a total freak for christmas which is so gay because Christmas is even more important than my birthday.
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I'M.GONNA.LOOK.FOR.IT.
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He is still here
Video made by my sister, Joanne. She's in New Zealand right now. I know how she feels, she's not there when Que Que really needs her. She didnt do anything to help, and I think the reason she made this video is to make everyone remember Que Que, although some may think he is just a small creature, but this Dog made big differences in people's lives.
I always thought I can stay strong, always. Before I click the play button, I told myself to stay clam and smile. I still cannot accept the fact that he is dead. I still think he is still here. The whole process happened so fast that I still think he is still alive.
*By the way, I heard the doctor sucks.*
"You've killed him although you've tried your "best" "
Black Lace
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Elizabeth and James
My dream last night
I asked God to put Que Que in my dreams last night. I asked if I could at least play with Que Que for the last time. And I thought it wouldn't happen. But it did. Before his death, that might be just a small thing, something unimportant to me. But when he's gone, those small little moments became only memories, and I realise those things we do are really important to me. I felt Que Que's presence yesterday, the whole night I was sleeping. When I woke up, I forgot that he's gone. I hold my grandmother's hands to sleep last night, telling her the dream that I had. And I told her that I'll never rare a dog anymore.
But all I wanna say is that, God really listens to our prayers. Ask and you'll receive, knock the door and it will be opened for you.
But all I wanna say is that, God really listens to our prayers. Ask and you'll receive, knock the door and it will be opened for you.
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QUE, REST IN PEACE
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Yes. Que Que is in a better place now. Que, I really miss you, you know. Who am I gonna see the first thing in the morning? Who is gonna roll on my bed to call me to go to sleep? Who is gonna be there for me when I need someone to have fun with? Who?
I set my alarm yesterday night so that I can wake up earlier to cook scrambled eggs, hot dogs and cheese for him just so he can build up his appetite. And wish to hear good news from the doctor. And before he even get to smell them, the doctor called and said he passed away.
Liver cancer. Vomit blood. His nose was bleeding. I didn't get to even say goodbye to him, you know? I didn't even get to hold him and say "I love you" or at least "goodbye". I don't even know what time he passed away.
When I open the plastic bag that he was covered in, I saw his face was all covered with blood. And I thought I could handle the tears. But I couldn't, I really couldn't. I ran out and start pouring tears. And I was thinking how much he suffered during that period of time.
I prayed last night, I told God that I'd rather be the one he wants to send away then Que Que. Que Que do not deserve this, okay?
He was brought here by this cruel aunty who lock him in the cage and never feed him. Que Que suffered. Why can't he die peacefully? Instead of letting those BITCHES to food poison him! I would KILL them. Two damn 12 year old kids food poisoned a dog who brings so much joy to many people's lives. And you bet I am so gonna make them suffer when they come to my house on Friday. You BET!
And you know what is stupid? Right now, all I can trust is the damn doctor who doesn't know what the hell he is doing. What has he been doing? From food poisoning to Jaundice to Liver Cancer. WHAT HAS HE BEEN DOING? QUE QUE DON'T EVEN GET TO SLEEP ON HIS FAVOURITE BAG! AND I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING BOUT IT!
My sister called him and asked for a full report for Que Que's death. That damn doctor said he informed us that Que Que had been vomiting blood 2 days ago. What the bullshit is he talking about? He told me yesterday that he is much better, he stopped vomiting, he can even whack his tail. My sister and I are going to sue this idiot. I want this idiot to PAY.
I don't want my dog to die without the truth laid in front of me. I tell you, Que Que is gonna be remembered, Que Que is gonna be respected. I will forever, forever put Que Que in my heart. And no dogs will ever replace him, cause I'm a terrible owner and I don't have what it takes to take care of another dog.
*Those heels I bought is going to be memorable as I got on the day Que Que passed away.*
My dog is not spoilt!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Using my pathetic handphone, I managed to snap some photos of my dog, QQ in the the vet. He's been there since yesterday. .
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Jaundice disease
I took half a day to do researches about Jaundice and Goats Milk.
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Basically, Jaundice is caused by the amount of bilirubin in the body
Concentration of bilirubin in normal dogs are less than 1mg/dl.
Dogs with jaundice are normally up to 2mg/dl
Right now, QQ belongs to the 2nd class which is Hepatic Jaundice.
It is the disease within the liver.
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And there are no specific treatment for Jaundice.
Thats the part i'm worried about.
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He has not been eating anything. The doctor fed him through injection. Don't.wanna.picture.The plastered part is where the doctor inject.
Twice a day for 20 minutes.
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And he has to sleep with old, ugly newspapers. Ew. He normally sleeps with pillows and blankets.
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The doctor said he's spoilt. We feed him dry fried breast meat everyday. Cause my dog is extremely picky when it comes to food. If he doesn't like it, he'll not eat, and when he doesn't eat, he'll vomit.
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So, my sister, Joanne googled some dog food recipes for me to build up his appetite. If he starts eating, then HALLELUJAH!
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STOP. YOU'RE KILLING ME.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
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1. My dad's a jerk
So many things happened when my mom was in New Zealand. Things that I'll never forget. He's a jerk. Sorry. But he is. War happened today between my parents and it was terrifying and killing me on the ears as there were screamings and throwings and cursings. Just stuff you cannot imagine parents would say to each other. That explains why I took a bus to church. And had to take a 10 minute walk and smell like I just finished marathon. Actually, I thought I'll wrap my arms around my legs and cry in the corner of my room. But no. In fact, I was so irritated, disturbed. It feels like I'm used to these stuff. It's like I know it'll be back to normal where things are hanging, where things suck. Few months later, it'll happen again. This war will never end.
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2. Que Que is going to die
We're taking him to the vet again tomorrow. He vomits like 12 times a day. He can't eat. I pull open his mouth and stuff the food down his throat and still, he spits it out. He spits out his medicine. The only thing that he allows to enter his throat is water. He has not been eating for 3 days. And if this continues, I'll be the one dying. I took him to the vet yesterday and I was told that he has food poisoning. Which really really made me angry because my brother's friend fed him a whole packet of snacks the day before. Come to think of it, I should've killed his sugar glider. How am I gonna tell my sister this? Who's gonna be the first person I see every morning?
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3. I am so stressed out with the work I have
No, wait. I'm not. I'm just really angry that Mun cannot be in charge for the Christmas Party. I can never emc. I can never think of awesome ideas for parties. Mun can do it. Why can't you let Mun to do it? She wants to anyway! Just because she's 18 doesn't mean she doesn't belong to our youth. Things are getting shitty and systematic and I'm about to put it a side and cross my hands and do absolutely nothing.
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4. I'm so sick of you.
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5. I am so disgusted by your kindness.
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If you're reading this the next day, I should be okay by then. I know me. I'm the type that forgets easily.
Thanks, but no thanks. I don't listen to advices. I'll probably pretend to listen.
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LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!
Saturday, December 5, 2009
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I have never EVER looked at the computer screen like this before.
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I've found the love of my life.
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I love it so much that I'm not going to link it.
It's mine!
CHRISTMAS EVE PARTY!
I'm trying to figure out how to invite people to events through facebook. Technology nowadays. Makes me wanna roll my eyes everytime I click something. .
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Anyway, since I'm incharge of this event, I shall do some anouncements here and there. And my blog is a good place to start.
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If you're asking -.- questions like.. "What talking you?". It's a Christmas Eve Party, my dear.
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Theme: Christmas in Me
Dress code: Red and white, semiformal (best results, formal)
*please please please, No tshirts or jeans, really* (Or we'll not let you in!... -.-)
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Guys are normally lost when it comes to clothes. So, here are some examples.
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I just assume all girls have good fashion sense:)
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Time: 5.30pm to 10.30pm
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Venue: MJYF Youth Centre @Dataran Sunway
(on top of Perodua)
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Entrance Fee: Rm5
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Games, Food and crazy alot of FUN will be provided.
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Your job is to enter the door with a smile.
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What else? Please prepare a gift worth more than Rm10. (for exchanging presents)
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Please pay your money to me.
Please, if you wanna bring food, please please please tell me or Belinda Leong, we will give you a form to fill.
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And for those who do not know what is this, it's a christmas eve party (like duh!)
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And it's for EVERYONE!
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YOU ARE INVITED.
YES!
YOU!
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Don't feel ashamed or shy to come. Although I'm a lil scary, but... ... TRUST ME, that RM5 you are paying is gonna worth every penny.
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If you can't contact me, please leave a msg in the cbox on your left, thank you.
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